My Beautiful Rainbows

Even people always see me as a gothic girl all in black, I mean to the point what I wear on public, I think it doesn’t matter at all as long im able with my self how to facing all people around me although nobody want to be close with me because I’ve already know who I am. It feels better when im alone and I don’t need anyone else too because when I look up on the sky, GOD always remember me that im not alone. I look around, such a beautiful nature God create for us and I try to smile. Smile to the nature who always look at me such as the Eye of God and then im listen to my heart,

 “nobody love you…?? Its okay, it will be fine, we’re here, with you, always, and love you.”

One day im crying, thinking why people always make me hurt, the way they stare at me… just like im an Alien. The way of children laugh at me… just like im the monster. The way of people keep their distance away from me… just like im the killer. I keep walking on the rain, the storm starts squealing together, im wonders why I don’t have any fear with it but truly the storm and me really become a friend with each other. It just like the way of the storm squealing loudly, that’s represent my voice want to squeal at this world, telling to all people, Im Really Hurt!!! And the pouring rain united with my tears, I kept cry,cry.. and crying so much it hurts… till im soo… tired. Then im arrive in one place, nobody was there, just me, alone. The storm disappears and rain become slowly cry with me till I wipe my tears on my cheek, I look up to my lovely sky that im always looking whenever I get frust, then I saw something beautiful… slowly appears….

With beautiful different colour, there have blue, red, yellow, green and purple. That’s what I see in clear. Yes. The beautiful rainbow, perfect rainbow that I’ve never seen in my life, my heart start whisper again to me “Beautiful Rainbow Just For You.”

This is like what just happen to me after 6 years ago, like I say before, storm is the only thing which can understand about my feeling, and till someday God give me a beautiful rainbow which make me calm to see it with a long stare, to admires how beautiful that rainbows…

A.M.N.O.S stand for Aiba Masaki, Matsumoto Jun, Ninomiya Kazunari, Ohno Satoshi & Sakurai Sho

5 people who was known as Arashi a.k.a The Storm come to my life… to my lonely life..(sob)… 6 years become Arashian.. I don’t know how to describe them but only words come out…HAPPY… seeng these guy together really make me Happy. They sing so many song that I catch so many beautiful sentences which make me lectures from inside. I don’t know why, but end it up to liking them more and more… I don’t know if they know me but honestly I wanna to say I glad I meet them. I don’t want to be such a crazy fan girl to go out there to squealing at them “I Love You!”, but sincerely from the bottom of my heart I want to say…

 “Hontouni Arigatou Gozaimassu Arashi Chan.

I hope one day if I get a chance to go Japan, I can meet at least one of them.

Firstly, I am not a perfect girl n honestly I just osteoporosis patience who always lonely in my own fantasy till one day u come to my reality life and enter the Happiness with your presence when I saw u guys on television. I am not the person who always buy your stuff, I am not a rich people, that’s why I can’t come to see your concert, but when I got some money with my own effort I ended up to buy your DVD concert. At home, I also do some things such as raise my hand automatically when watching you guys at stage. Most of your song really inspired me to become myself only and try to facing this world with never give up and regret the path that I choose to be.

I am Yamamoto Kei, one of your fans who always pray and kept supporting you from far. If you guys see my stories from began, now I tell you, finally I meet My Storm and 5 different colors of rainbow which I really appreciate it and I will keep it as One of my precious treasure”.

Hope you guys can accept me as one of your true fan and lastly I just I wanna to bow and say

“Hontouni Arigatou Arashi chan”